I notice eyes. Eyes are the key to a persons soul, some say. I hold that to be true. I can take one look into someones eyes, and something life-changing can happen. I don't normally go with my gut feeling, but when something so powerful can overtake me, consume me like a virus, something as simple as a glance, it's almost impossible not to.
Why try to force something that doesn't exist? What is reality anymore? These questions, I find myself asking day and day again, yet never discovering the solutions, the answers, the relief.
Its quite heart-wrenching how something can turn into nothing, so we as humans, as lovers, try to do the opposite, and turn nothing into something, just because it fits the genre and critique we have in our mindset. It's the equivalent of sticking the square peg in the round hole: no matter how much time and effort you put into it, no matter how many different ways you try to make it work, in the end, it just isn't.
When I look into your eyes, I see the love I have always wanted.
When I look into your eyes, I see the stability I have always needed.
When I look into your eyes, I see the life I have always dreamed of...
But when I stare into your eyes, deep into your heart, I see that everything thus far, has been created in my mind. In recent events, I feel as though my eyes cannot express my feelings, and my words and actions do no justice.
I may never understand why I don't mean everything to you, but simultaneously, I don't understand why he doesn't mean everything to me. It's only when you look me in the eyes, that I must face the truth.
"He's everything you want, he's everything you need, he's everything inside of you that you wish you could be...He says all the right things, at exactly the right time...but he means nothing to you
And you don't know why. You're waiting for someone, to put you together. You're waiting for someone to push you away....There's always another wound to discover, there's always something more you wish he'd say. But you'll just sit tight, and watch it unwind....It's only what you're asking for And you'll be just fine, with all of your time, it's only what you're waiting for..."
And you don't know why. You're waiting for someone, to put you together. You're waiting for someone to push you away....There's always another wound to discover, there's always something more you wish he'd say. But you'll just sit tight, and watch it unwind....It's only what you're asking for And you'll be just fine, with all of your time, it's only what you're waiting for..."
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